Monday, December 8, 2008

A little fact sometimes excites you out, that sometimes at the other end, the far end things are better, better than at your end. Something which is far but is an eye candy, a catharsis for you to see, and you dream to one day reach it, to grab it in your very hands, to just be able to feel it with it’s minutest details and grandeur, to be able to be one with it. This very idea leaves you dancing and jumping all the way through. Dreaming is itself an art, an art to which some people surrender beyond explanations and are often called as ‘mad’, ‘crazy’, lunatic’. It is this very fact which makes dreaming an art. An art to be studied and dwelt with precision, to be aware of it’s dose which is taken in. if in right amount, you are there as a winner and if an overdose reigns your nerves, here you are on a road side as a pauper with a paucity of pennies in the pocket. It is an art which teaches you about the perfect combination of living in present yet believing in the future, looking forward in such a way that you still manage to sneak in the details of your shoe right below your nose, or to look at your shoes and managing to see the bull standing at the road end.

I don’t know how to dream perfectly, am not a good student of this art. Although I am a great admirer of it, a student beyond explanations, a student who doesn’t know the limit up to which the reference books are used with the prescribed books. A student which is seen dwelling in the books even when the school gets over and this is horrendous for this very art for this art asks precision, even if you practice it very often. It punishes equally to the one who takes it in a lacking amount and to the one who takes it in overdose. So albeit, I am an ardent practitioner of it, I fail in it’s test. But since my failure arises due to an overdose, due to the swelling up of my nerves, with a blood group having an extra set of platelets beyond RBC and WBC, DMC, a hope pervades my very soul, which makes me dream, to one day achieve a passing certificate in this art. Or in other terms to achieve the required precision in it’s dose.

3 comments:

  1. actually very true....

    Finding the right balance would be the 'ideal'.
    I liked ur posts...I mean, i could realize and see things that i already know in a different way...

    Anyways... Keep Blogging..

    Cheers..!!
    Arjun

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  2. thanks for leaving a comment coz this place is often more than deserted..lolz..

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  3. a student beyond explanations, a student who doesn’t know the limit up to which the reference books are used with the prescribed books.

    i love these lines

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