the year 2008

the year 2008 will soon wrap it's bag and will bid goodbye to us all. on the last day of this year when i look back, i seriously feel like as if things were too fast for me to even realise that i have matured one more year.

this was the year which i would surely say i will remember all through my life. it had made me something what i really cannot put into words right now. things were too fast and i too was going fastly. this was the year in which i dreamt a lot, a hell lot. and even saw my most revered dreams slipping away the canvas of reality. i learnt to grow and to get up again and to walk. hmm to mull more i had my first serious crush this year and for whom finally, i realised that it was nothing more than an imbecile act to get attached with, but as i said i learnt, so i love that part too of this year. i saw how much people around me cared for me and this actually made me indebted to them forever. few people whom i never expected to be there on my guard to support me during my blue . i truly want to mention them, though knowing the fact that they might not ever see their names flashing here but they truly deserve a mention(i dunno why m writing this, for there are not many to read. but all i know is that somewhere i wanna mention it), so here i go.

manish bhaiya, well he is my inspiration, my mentor and everything. he had been the one who made an incessantly crying fool quiet and filled her with hopes to walk, who beside making her walk also told her that to fumble is not the sign of a weak but of a long race runner.

ravindra bhaiya, he doesn't know it, but in just one call he made me realised that the ultimate goal of life is to be happy no matter what happens. and yeah, no matter what, i will be happy and i will always be and will try to make others also happy.

manorathan, he is my net friend, but he is more than my any real friend. he was the one to whom i knew after spilling the things out of my head i will be relieved and so was i and i think he knew when exactly, so not mentioning the exact thing.

my real brother, he is like my ultimate support. my crying shoulder, a wall to lean and to forget that there every were worries of any kind.

amrita ma'am, my school teacher who had always supported me and has showed her belief in me. a part of me will always be bowed in respect for her.

well it's just a little list that i am putting up here, but in life you meet many people, who all are a part of your influence, be it big or small, you learn from them all. and so there are also many other people whom i met in the year 2008 and learnt a lot. so let me began again, aneesha and namrata, my two friends to whom i never thought i would learn. aneesha is a girl of grit and invisible courage. she know how to take and live through the time of ignominy. she is strength in herself. on the other hand namrata is a fun filled girl who showed me the beauty and happiness in little things, and girls i so very much love you. thanks for being with me.
preeti, a small girl, aged 7 who gathers litters from the street. see her smile and talk her and you will have your day. there are so many that i wish i could empty my heart for and all i wish is that they remain happy all through their lives and achieve what they want.

this year taught me a great deal and i pray that i carry it further with me.
some tumbles, some frowns
yet you made me smile
yet you made me stand tall
under the azure and the sun

some breaks, some fouls
yet you made me score
in the goal of life
in the goal of experience

some doubts, some dark howls
yet you made me treasure the
beauty of reading a book under the grace of yellow threads
the beauty of the pearl rolling down, after toil

some laughs, some splashes
you taught me to pave when the going gets tuff
some gifts, some smiles
you taught me to instill wherever the chance laid bare

oh! dear you finally matured me
you let the woman walk out of the womb
oh! year you so steadily touched my heart
that my imbecility turned sagacious under you

i so very much loved you
oh! you the pallet of experience and joy
thank you!!